Monday, 11 December 2023

The titanic of climate disaster

In a fleeting fleet of cargos and cartage

of articles, amendments, agendas, and actions -

pledges, speeches, hopes, and promises.

Poetry, slogans, narratives, and stories,

as abstract and broad as possible,

to reach to everyone, but honestly to no one,

are conclusions that they reached

really the results of some logical statements?

does it even make sense?

The extravagance has blinded all these fake advocates.

They are not humans, they are morsels of money -

of treachery, of dishonesty, of atrocity, of felony.

"north star", "love, hope", "few years left to take a decision" - all crap!

Some psychopathic elites in the business lounge of this Titanic,

the titanic of climate disaster

the iceberg has pricked us, 

we are all already drowning -

you haven't got money? - can you please drown?

Your islands, your ocean, your corals, your morals - let them all sink

sink down to the abyss of immorality -

can you please die, so we can film a movie on you -

and put it in a big circus like Expo 2020,

up there in the big theatres,

can you please die,

so we can cry that you died

that you died for us,

for our circus.

We are glad that you died,

because now we have got stories to sell,

in the heavens now you dwell,

and we created this hell,

before we even went into the fucking hell.

*******


Science might give a recipe, but how it tastes is different for us all.

And then there's a hierarchy - a pyramid of human locusts 

of those in power and those who are not but want to be and those who are not -

altruists, greedy, moneymongers, sensationalists, faith-ers, nihilists, artists, logicians,

pushers, pullers, carefree-ers, hardworkers, sloth-ers, feel-ers, and psychos -

all in the game, somewhere in the pyramid: 

and so does the game begins: a human game within the game of survival -

a game more fun than the survival game - because there is more here:

a saga of trillions and trillions of unique friendships and animosities, 

of togetherness, of a family, of loving, of being loved, of caring, and of being cared,

of taking decision, of letting decisions taken,

of letting correct decisions taken, of not letting incorrect decisions taken,

of caring a lot for one's place, of caring for other's place, of caring for community,

of caring for the community that you love, of caring for yourselves above all -
  
and within the care, lies all ephemeral emotions or carefree gaps of in-action 

gaps of power delusions, material fantasies, distracted actions, immature celebrations

and of hunt for something - which is a human thing, not an Earth thing.

An Earth doesn't want to be the best planet in solar system or kick out Pluto from the list,

it's the humans who are irrationally capable enough to decide all things human 

maybe because this is the best we could do.

To decide what's best to do when intention is so pure

might very well be to do nothing. 

For if, doing something makes the goal look like a mirage,

then why not just forget that a goal even exist,

maybe the game and players are important, not as much as the goal -

when one is sure to do something for mother Earth but not exactly what

might be the best action of voice, way better than 

any other action with stakeholders at place -

to not have anyone prizing you up, 

is the best prize possible -

the prize of detachment yet winning

of perfection yet simplicity

of caring yet zoning out 

of being carried away into 

the zone of:

moderations, conflict management,

bringing enemies together

and diversities on one table.

--

"need more time as agreement couldn't be reached"

"FCCC/SB/2023/L.XX"

"consulations on my behalf"

"north star, love, hope"

"consulations and ministerial meetings should not be overlapped"

"long replies to short statements" / "a power saturation at levels?"

"few years left to take decision"




Sunday, 26 November 2023

Artistic Room

A room, a space - 
to give form to emotions,
to give shape to shapeless
to draw boundaries of something fleeting -
tears, ecstasy, despair, enlightenment,
vengeance, helplessness, burden, freedom -
a room where logic meets illogic,
experience meets novice,
spirit meets dullness,
comfort meets uneasiness,
paradox meets its resolution,
pain meets its medicine.

All in all,

some sheaves are born,
some categories are born,
some maps are born,
some "finite" shapes are born,
a "platonic being" is born,
untouchable but still can be sensed,
inaudible but still can make one deaf,
invisible but still glares very strong -

an artist bounces back from pain (momentarily),
and a painting is born.
pain did meet its medicine, 
but the pain comes back -
because Godel meets no one.

Saturday, 4 November 2023

Welcome

Friends and families, ladies and gentlemen,
I welcome y'll on this auspicious occasion.
Hope the starters, wine, toast, and cheese,
have fed you well to face the British breeze.

As y'll know, we are here to welcome the arrival of a new Angel,
who will grace the doors of Angkur and Siffi, in about a month.

The angel who is still travelling fast in that spectral space,
the space full of galaxies, stars, stardust and the stellar gas.
It isn't the case that we will just sit here and do nothing,
I guess we all have to stand up and snatch that angel from heavens.

Our little angel in the heavens is blessed by all the Gods,
Gods of numbers, symbols, and all things abstract and abroad.
With purity and truth, the Angel is all blessed,
but we mortal humans are nowhere near, to have her as yet. 

But we can try, perhaps through a magic, that we have all nurtured,
the seeds of love, trust, and amities, sown like blooms in an orchard.

The scent of those blooms,
rises above the horizon,
to embrace the new soul,
and then we lower it to us
- o, thanks Almighty! 
to welcome the little doll!

Wednesday, 20 September 2023

Outside and inside

What's outside is far different 
from what's inside.

Outside - is all a curry,
billions of mirrors
for everyone who sees it,
mirrors that never break,
even after death -
black, tinted, polished,
all kinds of mirrors.
Mirrors with garlands,
mirrors of love,
mirrors of trust,
of friendship, of respect,
of animosity, of hatred,
of all gamets of emotions
that you could expect.

Inside - though is different,
there is no mirror here (I think),
for no one is really seeing me, 
except,
I think that *someone* is calling me,
or *platonically* pulling me in.
With shackles on my head,
while immersed inside water,
with no breath and no light,
only two things: struggle and hope,
what lies ahead and drives me ahead is:
fear of a fathomless future
that lies in uncertainity,
as to what kind of mirrors it holds,
and if the shackles are broken,
and when they are,
what exists and what not?

(My guess is: just mirrors and nothing else)

Monday, 15 May 2023

A queen unknown to all

How beautiful can that day could be
when all men are there to see the queen -
fully naked and spreading her legs -
for gentleman to come and fuck her,
but just that the queen is not visible.

She is not visible.
She is hidden, inside a world -
the world that is full of chaos,
full of approximations
full of tricks and inventions.
But there is only one way,
to fuck 
a "thing"
completely. 
And that way needs to be discovered, gentleman - not invented!
 
Can you invent multiple techniques to satisfy a single mistress?
No.

There is only one way and only a right man would know it.
Is it because a right man is born to be right?
Of course, not!
A right man is not born: a man is born to close to be "right" every minute,
in persistence to fuck the mistress hard.
But what does even "fucking hard" mean?
There is no end to "fucking her", right?
When would you stop?

To fuck her is to actually decide that you wanna fuck her,
and let that decision fuck you all over, no matter what happens.

Knowing what your queen is and accepting that that is your queen
even before meeting her is the act akin to fucking yourself first 
that in the pursuit of finding her, you would fuck yourself first,
for intense periods of "thinking, trials, and errors", and the success would be,
when one day you find her, with her legs opened, 
with right set of tools - lemmas, axioms, and theorems -
and completely worship her, oil her, and enter her smooth crevices to discover
what you were searching for since the day you realised that you are made for her.