Words, images, and confusions

All I recall is what I see,
what I see from 
what you say (that you see) -
your words do not mean mean anything to me,
just the image your words create in my mind 
is all that I recall now and is "truth" to me.
Oh, god! So where do confusions stem from?
Why do sometimes I remember some phrases more than others?
It's just that what I can't create in images, I remember through words.
Those words might fade away, might not - with time. 
But creating an image relaxes most tension in brain.
Fair point, but do we think using words or images?
Both, I believe. With words, thinking is laborious,
more options, more details, more-to-discard-yet-not-discarded stuff.
With images, thinking is less heavy on brain,
unclear, fuzzy, vague, light memory-requirement, and probably deep in some sense.
Both ways are important and part of life.
Does the shape matter or the details?
Does my words matter or the image?
I don't know. But all I know is to lighten the mind,
it's good to get rid of words,
hear something fuzzy rubbish to ignore it,
undo wirings, undo connections, undo words, embrace images.
Images that connect haphazard, random, and chaotic patterns.
Everything to everything, as if all nothing.
Just as you see now these words do not mean anything,
try not remembering my words but just imagine a dot,
a dot getting bigger and producing another dot,
that dot gives rise to another dot,
birth of a dot from a dot,
until the whole screen becomes fuzzy and becomes "all dots",
dots that have some pattern that is yet to be discovered.
And that is probably where the fun starts.  (Part 2 coming up)