Thursday, 21 November 2024

Experiments on films

In continuing discussion around filmography, I ventured into something exciting recently. I earlier thought about filmography quite abstractly and non-concretely, such as here and here. Though there is no end to such questions, I made a film recently which brought many themes from these posts live.

The movie is here.

The key bit in this movie is from 0:53 to 1:33. 

The process involved creating a series of AI generated frames with varying (increasing) order of death/life ratio. The "death" essence refers to images where the interpretation is that the face-like sculpture tends towards an explosion, and the "life" essence refers to the images where the face-like sculpture is more static, alive, and like life. The key bit was intermixing a set of 20 images (with different degrees of death/life ratio) in the background with 3D renders of the sculpture (created using Photogrammetry). The 3D renders of the sculpture are less life-like compared to the face-like sculpture (which in fact is very morphed version of the real sculpture built by Binghui Song). The mathematical sequence of the addition of face-like AI generated images is in a quadratically decreasing time gaps, which gives the viewers an immediate sense of the explosion. A 5 seconds of gap before the "final explosion" makes the final frame feel like more loud than what I thought it would give, hereby, classifying this as an "art piece", built from philosophical and artistic foundations, I think that this has completed the objective that I had set forth for myself.


A countless other questions remain:

1. What is the durability of such an artform? Can it survive few decades, if not centuries?

2. How to perfectly document the aestheticization of politics around this art, because of the fact that the creation was aimed for presentation at COP29, Baku?

Thursday, 8 August 2024

Water and urchins

 The space - a "possible" bed for you to flow,
once pushed, to walk, run, sprint,
respecting the rules and the conditions,
however, it is up to me to design the bed -
in the sharpest and most encompassing way possible -
so that all your untruthfulness gets exposed -
whilst you cry out there with tears telling the truth -
the truth of your sprint - 
of how the sprint wasn't just 
regular, smooth, or existent -
it was all with emotions, uncertainty, and surprises -
so much so that neither you nor me had courage to describe it -
all we could do (r.a.a.) possibly is show that it's non-existent -
because if it was existent,
then,
we would have already seen it long time back.

Monday, 6 May 2024

Good and bad

There is a lot bad in being good,

intrusive thoughts, OCD'd thoughts,

thoughts that makes us humans, with flaws,

away from the perfection or God-ness 

that also exist somewhere.

It is all bad, for it is all good:

can there be good without bad, and vice-versa.

There are some "ideal" solutions to the conundrum,

and the conundrum lies here:



Exactly! Above there.

Saturday, 27 April 2024

Present-ness

Dreams, desires, plans
material, even immaterial -
abstractions, theorems, proofs,
Langlands,
all things consumes me -
for the sanity of me!
But something is missing at the core:
despite being an addiction or love to the form,
a "being" that is me, and not the form, is missing!
I am missing, for me, being consumed all in the form!

It is hard to tell what that "me" is.
There is a "mother", "father" element of me.
There is a friends, families, colleagues, mentor element of me.
There is an actor, preacher, curator, political element of me.
There is perhaps a businessman and people's man element of me.
But all of it misses "me", and that "me" is 

this above: the thing in the line above!
The absence that I truly desire!

Saturday, 23 March 2024

Truth: analytical and political

Conjectures, beliefs

intuition, feeling

logic, logistic

rules, constraints

objects, people

calculation, conversation

hit and trials, bumping and talking

abstraction, elevation

theorem, law

Truth.


Sunday, 17 March 2024

Sometimes primes

Is the reality discrete or continuum?

A question that used to bug me, but not much anymore!

Undecidability (Godel) bugged me, but not much anymore!

Doesn't mean that I am liberated from the question.

Perhaps the question itself is much liberated than what I am -

a man with material desires, love for all things fancy.

What's not aesthetic, ugly, unpleasant, confusing is not for me!

What for me, perhaps, still confusing-looking is -

prime numbers -

numbers onto which continuum is built - fluid is built - I am built.

Primes are attractive, are everywhere -

Cicadas mate through it, autistic brothers talk through it

Who are we to touch them, sense them -

maybe we could write a poem or find a conjecture on them!

This world without primes, will still look the same -

for we haven't seen them yet, to make any difference! :-) 


Tuesday, 20 February 2024

Untitled

Naino ke dware,
aane ke vaade

Bandhe aise bolo kahe
Chaukat pe dil ki aahat rakhi hai
Tako pe hai tohre saye

Un bin unhe manaye
Un bin kabhi jo unko rijhaye
Un bin chale hai mora ye jiya haye